A Toast!

Its been a long time since i updated my blog. Since i had a chance to touch the computer i would like to talk about my school life. School had always been a place i love to go and never wanna leave because of my friends. Until now i still love school just that sometimes things changed a lot, especially last year. Things come and goes around way to fast until i couldn't even catch a breath and time really fast. Its been a year already since we talked. Wow can you even believe it? A year just pass like you snapped your fingers? Its form 5 now, and i guess its time to stop all these nonsense and childish act of mine of getting jealous over friendships. I guess after one year, i've learnt a lot and its time to make a change? I've really change my perspective of putting my friends 1st and myself last cause all these would just end up hurting myself. So now i wouldn't really mind who my best friend is or who is she talking or hanging out with or maybe i just don't have one anymore? lol. The me now wouldn't really care if i have a best friend or not. I don't know i just don't believe that best friends ever exist anymore or i'm just afraid to get hurt again? Anyways, the main thing i wanna blog is that I've actually wanted to stop this rediculious cold war between us and so i've texted her. And guess what, she's willing to make a change too :) It's a good thing but just that its been a freaking year and a year is not short man! So yeah awkwardness is still filled around us and i hope we could talk normally and have fun like we used to be again. Although i know it wouldn't be the same again but still i hope everything goes back to normal. No more avoiding or forcing myself to not talk to you because we haven't had a conversation for a long time.

Soft-hearted or I just appreciate it too much?

I know i've been sayings lots of negative stuffs about not going to make a move unless she does but still i end up doing it. Well I guess if non of us is willing to so yeah i guess i'll have a start? Anyways so what? As long as everything goes back to normal its a good thing right? Well as you see one year of really good friends and then sudden strangers for one year is really really a big change. I wouldn't want our one year of friendship to go a waste and its my last high school year! So i decided i should make a difference. Even thought if she didn't reply me that day, it was still worth it as least i've tried :)

A toast to the beginning of a new friendship who i once had great memories with and also a best high school year to be remembered! :)

muchlove,

Wei.Yun

xoxo