Do you know?

Do you ever thought that how much stress i have now?

Choir? Chinese poem thing? and now Red Team marching stuffs?

But there's one thing I bet you know.

That is I wasn't concentrating on what you're talking.

Whatcha trying to do.

Whatcha trying to tell me.

All you know is I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU & I'M ALWAYS SCOLDING YOU

i sometimes was really joking but i don't sound like one. But when i'm serious i really was hoping you don't be bad ma. But all you know is I'm always scolding.

Do you know?

When you say 'WA, you so good dah?'

Its so hurt?

Its sounds like I've never been good to you before. But forget it.

I really tried to focus on you more so that you won't be emo or think that i don't care about you

but end up what?

you still thinks that i'm ignoring you and gave me a emo look and want me to find out why are you emo.

and every time the reason is because of me!

I know why you were always emo because of me cause you told me before that i'm you 1st friend that you cared so much.

and you also know that

you're my care so much friend.

but now,

I tried. I really tried.

And now I've got tired of it.

lastly i want to tell you

I DO CARE ABOUT YOU. AND YOU'RE MY CLOSEST FRIEND. I DON'T WANNA LOSE YOU. BUT I DON'T HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY IT TO YOU. I HOPE THIS WOULD END. I REALLY HOPE.