25.11.10

Its raining heavily now.

Holidays,
Now,
my dad, my best friend, they don't love me anymore :(
Maybe i should find a new dad and a new best friend.
If i am really going to fine a new best friend, i'll find a better one and just one.
Having 2 best friends at once is really tiring :(
Some times, i really don't know what i did wrong, i really don't know!
You once said to me,
I'm the closest to you among me and her.
But,
This is all just a lie.

I've tried to do things to make you happy, but some how you just don't see it or appreciate it.
Why?
After all this,
I know, i learned a lesson.
If you want to find a best friend, find just her/him the only one.
Or Find more than 3, this is the best way.

Lastly, if you know i'm talking about you,
i want you to know that,

You are the only friend i 1st appreciate you the most.
So, i hope after what we've been through so much quarrel, so much arguement,
we are still best friends, i don't wish to lose you. I don't wish to find a new bestie too.
so..
I Love You,
Bestie,
I'll always do.
:)
♥